“Gedubrak!!! Brak!! Brak!! Brak!!” He let my report
papers down. Then fan in my beloved plant physiology laboratory let them flew
away. I was still kept on my silence. Let sheet by sheet of my report were
flown by that fan.
“Don’t you
know?? It is the worst report ever!!!!” He said. And make me kept my silence
again. Didn’t try to answer his question, cause I knew it would be worst if I
spoke. I was really knew that! I understood him well. I knew why because he was
still my boyfriend a semester ago. I usually call him Potter. Then I cut him
down suddenly several month ago. But this semester, he is my Plant Physiology
Lecture assistant. He still be the most temperamental boy in my life. Even if
in front of me, his ex-Girl Friend.
“Elly, I
just…………….” He tried to hold my hand and I rejected his hand. “I don’t know
what you think. I never understand you.” He said, and “Brak!!!!!!!” He get the
table rang out by his hand. But suddenly I saw a tear dropped on his face as if
the rain in the back of forth couple of window with forth blue curtain in this
room.
“Do you
cry?” I asked. Then I gave them my tissue.
He reject my
tissue then he told me a thousand boring story that I have heard more than
twelve times, he told me everything about Report Format, My faults,
Photosynthesis, Carbon-Assimilation, Plant Physiology, Trees, Flowers, Leaves,
until Fruits, Chlorophyll, and his research. Hoammzzz…. It got my mind to fly
away in several month ago…. That shadow. Which still be memorized well in my
cerebrum.
“But why??”
He asked me directly.
“I think
everything is clear. There’s no jealousy when I walk with another boy and also
there is no jealousy when you walk with another girl. There’s no jealousy
between us. It means there’s no love between us” I asked easily. Pretended and acted as an innocent senior high school
student.
“Why do you
still like a senior high school student? It calls Trust. There’s no jealous
doesn’t mean there’s no love. It is the deep trust. It is the deep love between
us, Right?”
“No! It is
the wrong feel. We cannot continue this relationship.”
“Ok! I’ll
wait you until the end of my life. Whenever you go, whatever you do, I’ll be
right here waiting for you. Okey it’s
wrong feel, but I hope it will be right in the future.”
“Don’t hope
much or you will hurt much.” I said simply.
“No matter
how much hurt that you carve in my heart. You will always be my best girl.
Forever.”
Oh! Jleb!
Potter, let me love you as if amylase that change amylum into glucose. Without
any word. Let me love you without I say that I love you. Let me hide this wrong
feel. If Allah would be really make it right, we’ll meet up in the right time.
Love is not must be met up right? As if our love to our prophet also grow
deeper even if we don’t meet him, Right?? Ah!!
But that’s all just screamed in my heart.
“Still you
save my roses in your bed room?”
“No.” I
lied. “it moves in my bath room and thrown. I left them there to die.” Then I
left him. He gave me roses, and I left them there today. At least that’s what
he felt. And I was letting me cried by myself when I run in the most lonely
place at my campus, toilet. Alone. No one knew, no one heard.
“Prang!!!!”
A flower vase broke that shadow. “Hei, Elly!!!!! Listen to me, Please!” I was still collected my soul when he asked me.
Ooh!! The dream had thrown me away to this real world again. “Why do you submit
your report revision with reused paper? Don’t you know it’s impolite?”
“How about
your hospitality to our nature? I do it because I am biologist conservator. I
want to reduced my paper consumption by recycling reused paper. I just want to
decrease global warming” I eventually explained the most reasonable reason in
my mind.
Then he took one by one my report paper that
has been flown by fan. And left me alone
in this green room. In the next morning, everyone felt so envy with me. I was
the first who broke the record. my Plant Physiology report was accepted.
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