When I was angry

When I was angry
I take my silence
When I was angry
I take my gold
When I was angry
I keep my speechless
am I afraid?
yeah may be
for whom?
sure for my own self
but why?
Cause I don't wanna
break my heart nd  mind
When I was angry
When I speechless
I learn how to forgive

Forget for a while

Now, I know....

I'm not his princess. This ain't a fairy tale. I'm gonna find some one someday. Who actually threat me well. is it? or better than him. who is him. he is the best for me.

How God love me........

Alhamdulillah. he has forgot me. is it for a while? or may be forever?

oh... up to him. and up to Allah's destiny..

Better, fate make us so far for a while. Than we must together, but we make the large mistake.

and me? how about me? I just let it flow.keep my heart. and try to always be the best along with everything happen. I'll accept my own self as thought God creates the special one like me.

I admit my rabb. My best of the best in this world.

Who very very love me. Love him. Love you. Love all of Allah's creature

^_^

My brothers

I have a little brother
And a naughty brother.
My little brother is cute
And my naughty brother is not good
hahahahaha
their both makes me laugh when I know
I have them :)

My Pearls

My recent post is boring. I just explain a rubbish and an unimportant things. Today, SNMPTN will come the day after tomorrow. the time run so fast.

But, Oh My Allah... I wanna thank you for everything that you have given to me. I grew up in a sweet home that creates very much remember. I have an excellent father and an incredible mother. They always support me and never force me to be the best cause may be I am the best for them. They accept me what am I and how am I. They angry with me when I was angry with own fail. They teach me to accept my own self.

Mm.. in the other hand. They are very over protective with me, that's why sometime they cant believe in me. they don't let me take my dream. or may be my dream is not  the best for me.

Suddenly, I feel so grateful for their OVP. Do  you know why? Cause I have more attention than my another friend. oh ya one things that make my mom angry with me so much is when I forget my BL&D. well!! They still force me not forgetting my breakfast, lunch and dinner. How a spoiled girl!! But, their OVP makes me miss mo so much when she is not near me.

that's why, I don't like OVP boy because another it so complicated, I afraid to let my self really love him. When I let someone OVP with me, that's why I start to like him. (kacaukacaukacaukacaukacaukacaukacau)

Now, I remember when my friend's tell me that her parents angry cz their bad mark,but my mom said "ngggak papa" for my bad mark. I feel so sad cause I cant do the best and my mom said "masih banyak kesempatan"

Oh My God.........
thank you for giving me both treasure pearl in my life

my lovely pen

I hope my pen doesn't read this post

Well!! I admit my selves. My black and white self.I've fallen love.

If only I knew. If I knew it start, I would delete my pen suddenly. I wouldn't let it come in my life, in my mind and finally in my heart.

But  I break my own heart. My own self. My own mind. I won't let it go, but I must. Cause it creeps into my mind and try to touch my heart. oh what a shame!!!

I try to reject it. it's not funny at all. although my feel cant help. I always try then I crash. It so hard for me to follow your play. I cant, baby (ill). Let me accept my own love for you. And let me let you go, this second.

My little pen

It's unique
And I like it so much
When I was bored
and didn't get any idea
I took it and wrote everything I want
You're meaningful for me
'thought I know
my mom cant let me
hold you in my hand
today..................

Suddenly, I remember you. when I rejected you because you gave me unimportant things. You didn't go. You always in my side and show me something that I didn't see. You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

I remember when the 1st time I met you. I seemed so afraid an you looked so worry. I try to fight you. And my Life Point went to 0!!!! I was angry with my own self. I try to closed you and learn so much. And now, I too closed you

Don't let me down. my lovely pen. cause today, I love u so much

My Unclear note

speechless
theorytical one...
you can fly as high as u can
you can fly everywhere u want
but, don't forget the trees,, #LOL
G48 isn't good enough
but it more than amazing
I think I just write it and wanna say
I've lost my pencil case
:(
:'(

G48 farewell party

it's hard just so hard
when I see his smile
and his glasses
it makes me smiled
and awared
it's my last time
so, it's hard
'till I can feel
the warm of the sun
the nice of the baloon
and the greatest music..
and I wont to take a picture

But I know

I LOVE HIS GLASSES SO MUCH

well..

I HAVE TO READY TO FLY!!!!!!!!!!!