29 March 2012

the nice gift for my best friends

Assalamu'alaikum wa rahmatullahhi wa barokatuh

the honorable adjudicator and the member of this house. let me build my case 

"time is money"
"but we can buy nothing with it"
"when you get a rupiah of money then you lost it. can you get the similar one?"
"......"
"that's why.  time is money" Said my angel

I explore my mind. try to collect the remaining of memory. my magical hard disk has been full. I cant fill something here. when someone complain me. "Why don't you carve your birth day in your  fb??"

I just smile and said " because I cant get the similar time when I was born" 

"Please say honestly!! I think you don't want every know if you have an old age! hahaha!!"

"Everyone know that my age, your age, their age reduce every time. If you're the smart people sure you have known that I need no worry when someone know how old I am."

"oh!! I get you to thanks to God for your age. God still give you the time until you can take your breath at the day when you was born"

"thanks to God   is every time. not only in a birth day moment"

"But, when birthday come you'll feel more thankful because you know how much your age exactly"

"But when I was born I cant get my mom to back of me. she had gone into  heaven. It's the most sadness time in my life. when my dad lost my mom and get the naughty child, me. that's why I always thanks to God for my age and for everything in my side. For each love that they has been given"

"I'm sorry to hear that. wish you all the best every time"


from that word pick, we can conclude that every one has the birthday moment. sometime the sad moment and sometime the happy moment. but for every moment, we have to thankful for God's love which gives us the chance to enjoying the time in this world. every nice moment. every amazing even in our daily life.

And I wish when your age increase more and more you can use your time well. not only throw it in the unnecessary thing to do

wish you luck every time and every where. Wish we could the best things in our life. Wish you all the best, friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

28 March 2012

easy going. easy flowing

now...
submit the electron....
collect your spirit...
and let it flow....
as if the water in the dark...
no one look it..
but everyone feels it...
I see..
I see you..
but I try to let it flow..

oke!!

when this heart
take the decision
our self  cant do anything
damn is good
damn is true
but it so hard
for me

26 March 2012

the best day

saturday, march 24 2012
It's the best day with  XII IPA 3  el.in.ev (Electric In Everest)  legion. The last day practical test

Biologi!!!!
 jrengg. The strained crept onto my body. When I took  the lottery. Oh number 8. Catalase enzyme. Ok!! Let  play with heart. because they stay in our heart. I broke the heart with mortal. may be it made me over enthusiastic so some of them jump into my mouth. I want to thrown them up but I couldn't because my beloved teachers Mr. Agus said "10 minutes the remaining"... I prepare my report hariyanto hurriedly and as if the master chief, . Mr Agus and Mrs Wiwit,  the greatest  teachers come up our practical  table to asked everything about our practical. 
...................................................................................................................................................................
eventually

the conclusion 
catalase enzyme react in the neutral atmosphere
 
get out from ganesha reptil park!!!  then thrown up heart extract that has been postponed  "hwek!!!"

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now!! go to in indonesian practical. dialog. let me show you our script!!

Bel istirahat berbunyi. Meli sedang duduk termanung, memandangi secarik kertas. Tiba-tiba...
Idza        :hei!! meli
Meli       :....
Idza        : berpantun
Meli       : eh? Apa yang kamu bicarakan, dza?
Idza        : tuh kan. Dari tadi kamu tidak mendegarkan aku. Kamu melamun terus  ya
Meli       :lhoo siapa yang melamun. Aku sedang membaca
Idza        : baca apa memangnya?
Meli       :brosur
Idza        : brosur PTN ya?
Meli       :iya!!
Idza        : (mengambil brosur itu) UIN syarifhidayatullah. Jakarta? Kamu mau kuliah di sana?
Meli       : Ya Insya Allah. Doanya, dza.
Idza        : hm.. FITK?
Meli       :Iya. Fakultas Ilmu Tarbiyah dan Keguruan.
Idza        : wah yang akan menjadi guru bahasa inggris nih.
Meli       :hehehe kok tau?
Idza        : Ya iya lah. Pelajaran favorit kamu bahasa inggris kan?
Meli       :hehehe sebenarnya tidak juga. Aku bisanya hanya bahasa inggris.
Idza        : Ah kamu bisa saja, mel!! Jangan terlalu merendah begitu lha.
Meli       :hehehe piss, dza. Tidak usah galak-galak  lha. Eh ngomong-ngomong  kamu sendiri bagaimana?mau melanjutkan ke mana?
Idza        : aku inginnya kuliah di djogja.
Meli       :wah jadi mahasiswa cap gajah donk. Padahal  SMA’nya juga cap gajah. hehehe
Idza        :eh? maksud kamu UGM?
Meli       :bukan. Universitas Gajah Mada. Ahihihi
Idza        : itu  sama aja, neng. Tapi bukan ke sana kok.
Meli       :jangan-jangan mau nyusul bang edi ke fakutas psikologi sanata dharma ya?
Idza        : hush!! Ngawur. Aku juga mau jadi guru mel
Meli       :wah. Guru biologi nih? Ati-ati ya mbok anakku ngantuk diajar kamu.
Idza        : bukan dong. Aku tidak terlalu berminat di Biologi.
Meli       :ckckc mentang-mentang nilai biologimu bagus-bagus  ya jadi bicara seperti itu. Aku aja yang sering remidi biologi biasa aja.
Idza        : aduh meli!!! Kamu yang biasa aja. Menilai orang berlebihan.
Meli       :tuh kan galak lagi. Jangan-jangan kamu mau ambil fisika ya? Ntar kaya pak Sae. Saklek. Kalo kamu masuk kelas, siswanya pura-pura mati semua
Idza        : lho? Kok pake pura-pura mati segala, kaya raditya dika waktu dia lupa tanggal ulang tahun pacarnya?
Meli       :hehehe demam radityadika nih, dza. Jadi, jelasnya kamu mau ambil pendidikan fisika kan?
Idza        : aduh mel, jangan terlalu cepat menyimpulkan begitu ah. Aku mau ambil prodi pendidikan matematika kok.
Meli       :wah... keren. Nanti seperti Mr. Papap kita
Idza        : iya. Wali kelas kita tercinta. Beliau kan  guru yang sangat inspiratif. hehehe
Meli       :wah, berarti benar kan tebakanku. Kamu mau ke sanata dharma seperti beliau. Iya kan?
Idza        : Enggak ah. Aku mau ke universitas yang  negeri aja.
Meli       :Ooh... UNY nih.
Idza        : Iya Insya Allah. Doanya ya.
Meli       :yoa.. kita saling mendoakan J hm..Sebenernya aku masih ragu, dza. Kuliah itu hanya merepotkan orang tua. Dan orang kuliah juga belum tentu sukses.
Idza        : lho meli. Kok kamu bicara seperti itu?
Meli       :aku agak frustasi  lihat brosur ini, dza. Biayanya mahal. Membebani orang tua.  Aku mau kerja saja apa ya? Kalo kerja kan enak. Sudah tidak membebani orang tua lagi.
Idza        :Eh... Membiayai anak itu kewajiban orang tua lah mel. Nanti kalo kamu jadi orang tua juga wajib membiayai anak kamu kan?
Meli       :Lho, emang nyatanya seperti itu kan? Selaku calon guru matematika kamu pasti tau teori peluang kan? Sarjana nganggur dewasa ini juga nggak sedikit. Kasian orag tua yang membiayai anaknya kuliah. Ujung-ujungnya kebanyakan nganggur.
Idza        : Tapi kan prospek ke depanya juga nggak mudah ,mel. Lulusan SMA cari kerjanya juga susah. Kalo di Purbalingga paing yang lowongannya banyak di PT.
Meli       : Lho, kerjaan di dunia ini kan tidak hanya PT. Aku mau coba berwirausaha, dzaa
Idza        : hehehe Meli. Berwirausaha emang  bagus dan penuh tantangan. Tapi, bukankah cita-cita kamu dulu ikut serta mencerdaskan kehidupan bangsa?
Meli       :iya juga si. Tapi, itu bagai mimpi di atas kertas. Cuma tertulis aja.
Idza        : Kasian donk mimpi  kamu, Mel.
Meli       : Lho? Enggak ah. Mimpi nggak harus diwujudkan. Kita nggak  mungkin terus jadi orang naif yang berambisi tinggi dan berusaha mencapai keinginan yang muluk-muluk.
Idza        :kamu ingat kan saat  bu Gotin berkata “Rahmat Allah swt tak akan putus untuk hamba-Nya yang tak pernah putus asa”.  
Meli       : Astaghfirullah, dza.. apa aku lagi putus asa sama rahmat-Nya? Dza, aku hanya mencoba bersikap realistis. Toh setelah lulus SMA bekerja dan berwirausaha selama masih halal-halal saja tak ada salahnya kan?
Idza        : Ya memang tak ada salahnya. Ngomong-ngomong tentang kuliah atau kerja gimana kalo kamu kuliah sambil kerja aja?
Meli       : Wah ide yang cukup bagus. Jadi, kerja paruh waktu gitu?
Idza        : ya. Misalnya kamu kerja jadi pramuniaga di toko buku yang kerjanya shift-siftan.
Meli       :hm... sepertinya Asik. Apalagi kalau ada buku yang  covernya  sama dengan yang menjual buku.
Idza        :hehehe meli-meli.. kamu narsis banget deh.
Meli       :ah, nggak juga. 
Idza        :nggak salah maksudmu?
Meli       : ah, kamu bisa aja.
Idza        : hmm.. jadi kesimpulannya kamu mau kuliah apa kerja?
Meli       : hmm.. (bingung). Eh itu bel nya udah bunyi. Habis ini  kita praktik fisika. Ayo cepat  ke lab.

that's added by our ridiculous expression. and if we forget it we just made another word. here!! you can see some of my classmate expression on indonesian practical exam.. how a pity you're.. you cant  see me and idza's action. because no one take our picture. hehehe they were busy on their laugh when they looked at us. 

everyone  laughed when this teams present their action.



















Kring!!Kring....
Ok!!because the bell has rang. Get me to end up this best day :) 


Alhamdulillah..
Thanks my beloved Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala
 ^_^
thanks for this day 
^_^

hopeful

jreng!!!! physic is coming,,,,
then the devil remove all of formula in my brain.....
I don't know how...
:(
I know why
may be I have too large mission
for indonesian
I hope
it biggest than engl*sh
oh my God
give me seven  point five

24 March 2012

Tear drops in my cheek

today
I don't wanna go with the wind
I want to let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Oh Allah
Get me to up
Oh my rabb
Don' let me down
I don't know how
But let me tell you
everything in my heart

23 March 2012

For all the rest the time

Oh My Beloved...
I don't know how can I say
How can I ever try to be better
But I feel your hand stroke my heart
You spread coldness in my heart
As if the dew in the desert
Let me love You
Let You always in my heart
for all the rest the time
oh Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

20 March 2012

money

oke!!! Let me write it down!
when everything comes...
and I don't know how...
how  I say
How I do
How is my action....
I just follow them...
and now!! today
I remove a part of
an unimportant one
unimportant message like




have u get up?
and etc...

better take the time
cause it as thought the money!!!!

16 March 2012

13 March 2012

I belong with you

There are several language which is learned by every student in my large school.
from my own district, javanese
my own country, Bahasa Indonesia
the stranger called, hanyu
and our language (me and everyone around the world) english..
but I cant hold all of them
I take more concern to english..
oh no!!! even i write it in english...
Forgive me my country
Forgive me my java....
may be I  never look at you
because you're in my side
right here
I don't why,,
I fall in love to english
although it's too far
in across there..
can I see???
I belong with you...

09 March 2012

Broken ties of kinship and relationships(repost)

What is the meaning of Silat al-Rahm (upholding the ties of kinship)?

Praise be to Allaah.

Islam calls for the upholding of the ties of kinship Because of the great effect this has on That Achieving social cohesion and perpetuating cooperation and love Among the Muslims. Upholding the ties of kinship is a duty of Because Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):

"... And fear Allaah through Whom you demand your mutual (rights), and (do not cut the relations of) the wombs (kinship) ..."

[Al-Nisa '4:1]

"And give to the Kindred his due and to the miskeen (poor) ..."

[Al-Isra '17:26]

Allaah has warned us against cutting the ties of kinship (interpretation of the meaning):

"And Those WHO break the Covenant of Allaah, after its ratification, and sever That the which Allaah has commanded to be joined (ie, They sever the bond of kinship and are not good to Their relatives), and work mischief in the land, on them is the curse (ie, They Will be far away from Allaah's Mercy): And for them is the unhappy (evil) home (ie, Hell). "[al-Ra'd 13:26]

What Could be worse punishment than the curse and the evil home awaits Those That sever the ties of WHO kinship? They deny Themselves the reward for upholding the ties of kinship in the Hereafter, in Addition to denying Themselves much good in this world, the which is a long life and Ample provision. The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: "whoever would like his Rizq (provision) to be Increased and his life to be extended, should uphold the ties of kinship." (Reported by al-Bukhaari, 5986 and Muslim, 2557). Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: "The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: 'Allaah created the universe, and when He had finished, kinship (al-Rahm) Stood up and said, "This is the standing up of one WHO seeks Your protection from being cut off." Allaah said, "Yes, would it please you if I were to take care of Those WHO take care of you and cut you cut off Those WHO off? "It said," Of course. "Allaah said," Then your prayer in granted. "'" The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said, "Recite, if you wish (interpretation of the meaning) : 'Would you then, if you were given the authority, do mischief in the land, and sever your ties of kinship? Such Are They whom Allaah has cursed, so He has made them That Deaf and Their blinded sight. ' [Muhammad 47:22-23]. "(Saheeh Muslim bi Sharh al-Nawawi, 16/112).

Once we understand this, we need to ask: who is the one WHO upholds the ties of kinship? This was explained by the Messenger (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) when he said: "The one WHO maintains a relationship with his only relatives of Because They maintain a relationship with him is not truly upholding the ties of kinship. The one truly upholds WHO Those ties is the one WHO does so even if They break off the relationship. "(Reported by al-Bukhaari, 5645).

If the relationship is merely one of returning favours and giving in return like for like, and not taking the initiative, then this is not upholding the ties of kinship, it is only responding in kind. Some people follow the principle of giving a gift in return for a gift, and visiting in return for a visit, so if someone does not give them a gift, They do not give him a gift, and if he does not visit them, They do not visit him. This is not what is Meant by upholding the ties of kinship at all, and this is not what is required by Islam. This is merely responding in kind, it is not the higher degree the which Islam urges us to reach. A man said to the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him), "I have relatives with whom I try to keep in touch, but They cut me off. I treat them well, but They abuse me. I am patient and kind towards them, but They insult me. "The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said," If you are as you say, then it is as if you are putting hot dust in their mouths. Allaah will continue to support you as long as you continue to do that. "(Reported by Muslim with commentary by al-Nawawi, 16/115). Who Could bear to put up with hot dust? We seek refuge with Allaah from cutting off the ties of kinship.



Islam Q & A
Sheikh Muhammed Salih Al-Munajjid

08 March 2012

sweet section

In this part of the post
You'll read several word
It's not be printed on your heart
so, you must read carefully to understand
What the author write
so?? what is the author write?
hm...
just the author who know what is that
hide the heart beating!!!!
Allah swt will answer it
in the right place and time
In the sweet time..
Allah's destiny is absolutely
and definitely
The best!!!
^_^

07 March 2012

The best love

I love you I love You
I wonder how can I feel it? As I know, I just let it flow. Let it take me where it wants to go.but, it steal my heart. and get me to down!!
hm...
When I want to carve my day with him. he has gone. the pieces of my heart are missing him. But, as if nothing really matter. I try to read. I go to learn. I'm laughing with my friends. And I start to cry when I spilled my own feel. Just One know. Just One notice. Just One in my heart. forever. Forever and always. oh my God. Allah subhanahuwata'ala. You're the best thing, that ever been know.

Now, I know....
I'm not his princess. This ain't a fairy tale. I'm gonna find some one someday. Who actually threat me well. is it? or better than him. who is him. he is the best for me.

How God love me........

Alhamdulillah. he has forgot me. is it for a while? or may be forever?

oh... up to him. and up to Allah's destiny..

Better, fate make us so far for a while. Than we must together, but we make the large mistake.

and me? how about me? I just let it flow.keep my heart. and try to always be the best along with everything happen. I'll accept my own self as thought God creates the special one like me.
I admit my rabb. My best of the best in this world.

Who very very love me. Love him. Love you. Love all of Allah's creature
^_^

04 March 2012

Allah's blessing


Ya Allah...
My heart is not as if the morning dew..
which freezing his heart
Greet him...
Carve the new day
After he opens up his window
my soul is not as if the sun
that melting his anger
Whatever...
Let me
be the best for him
Because of Your blessing
And let he
be the best for me
Because of Your blessing
Since principally
There's love between us
Your love for him
Your love for me
Your love for us
Then who is he??
It's not the point matter
Because my wish
Let we share our love
Because of You and only You
He is the right one for me
I'm the right one for him
Let I meet him..
In the right place and time