19 July 2012

The beautiful life


As if this flower, Let me carve The beautiful life

Just enough

well!! if you can forget me for a day. I can forget you less than a second. hha Let prove. Let see how much you need me right now. you'll lonely without me!!!

Ok!! that's  film toxic effect. I don't know why It's pathetic for me, as I know I confused and write what I won't. I cant help my feel but I try to accept it. Let it flow

Just love him honestly although we have separated by distance. It's not Long Distance Relationship!! I just wanna say I like him and I don't wanna get his love. It's enough for me.

If I Let U Go

And once again I'm thinking about..
Someone upper than me
Someone more than me
Who come in your life
And make you remove
My name in your heart
And now
Who are u?
If I let u go
I'll know u can smiling back at me
I'm sorry west life
I'm sorry reader
If only I can let u go
But let u go is absolutely must

You make me get so much good things
But not your love
You teach me everything
But not forget you

#complicated


My BF

May be I was perfectionist girl. It's so hard for me to make everything right. I don't know what I feel 'till I aware I get me to care someone instead of being someone else. is he my someone? I think no. I don't like him. As I know he is my BF. well He is my Best Friend. not more than enough.

We meet in an accident. We share everything. The same bright sun. The same bright moon. but we don't share the same love.

Today, I start to let him go. 'though I know he have taken 1000 steps more than me. He can forget me in a days. And I'll forget him in a second!!!

OK!! Let's forget each other. :D

03 July 2012

The Best For Mel


I  never thought I'll write it. But it's not problem at all. I know, I don't know me at all. However, I'll always try to figure it out. as if yuki jiyudai on Yu Gi Oh! GX. I would never try to give up although my life point has been 100 this second. because the next second, my opponent's life point will go to 0!!

regardless what everyone say about tenjoin asuka, Now, I start to know why he called me Asuka. It's not nobita's friend, she is sisuka. Asuka is one of an incredible girl. am I incredible on your point of view? thank you if u say yes. hha but that's not the point. I sure know you don't get the point.

I make everyone so surprise so amazed with my wish. well!! it's so hard for them, but not for me. I have to reach it. Just accept it and I'll get it. My frequency has been rising and I know it's right me. As if asuka in 94  episode, I have got up and I absolutely know that....

I have my best of the best Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala, my beloved God. I have the best family, the best mom and dad and also brothers, I have the best grand ma&pa, I have the best aunts, uncles and cousins, I have the best schools, head masters, & teachers,I have the best friends and friendship. I know I have everything the best and I wanna thank you my Rabb. ^^

I know you'll give me the best
Every time
Everywhere
Everything
:)