I love you

hm....................................
Like shouldn't  have
Love shouldn't hold
as  if my love to you
I like you very much
You're the best in my life
but may be
you're not the best for me
howeve, I give thanks to Allah
For his love..
Let me love yo..
Oh English

may and mei

Today, may 17 2012..

Yeah!! I don't feel it will be ended. I don't feel 4th days again I'll let my m3 loose. It's hard for me. sure! I feel so comfort with it. am I let it go? I think yes. Because every meet  must be balanced by lost. ohh what a h**l. I don't know this day...

may is full of impressing remember. waaaaaaaaaaaa!! I'll lost everything meaningful in may

"I'll call you mei in this may. yeah!" alhamdulillah... after  may, may be I won't sad when I remember her, The most impressing teacher in my life. I'm sorry, mom I cant get the good mark in english NE

Or sometime I mind it's not my field. well!! may be I prefer speaking than writing and reading. I think I have understood at all. But, I cant prove it by my mark. What a sad but I have to amuse my meaningful friends around me. So, I decide to hide my sad. And sure!! I have my own sacrifice. Is it right? I don't know. I like english so much. But it doesn't like me. Isn't it??

Well!! I cant answer it before Allah swt show me the answer..
Easy flowing, mel.......
everything you want isn't everything you need...
but everything you get is the best for you..............


well!! now, Let it flow!!!

see ya next year, may.......

jazakillah :)

My fav Place

I feel it's my end days on my favorite the library...

It's too large. But so nice...
I take a picture behind it windows..
how amazing scenery!! #ForMe

 I read everything here
I get everything here....





I must miss it...
Yeah, I'll miss it..
aamiin,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Here I collect the 4th my favorite novel. the quartet rainbow toops
Check it out!!

hehehehehe it's the first....
<<<<<
Don't think so much when you look at it!^^

 and it's the 2nd..............................................>>>>>>>

 if westlife sing "cant believe that I'm the fool again". i can say "cant believe it unbelieveable
<<<<<<<<

 But If let you go.. I'll never know...
ohh,, that's westlife
and me??
I'll never let you go
Never and never
and never say never
eh... jb
Don't think about JB when u look at it >>>>>

 and once again..
just look at it...
<<------

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> smile smile,,,,  <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

 ***********************see and see******************
__________________the rainbow troops_________________

 )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))right(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

 )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))left((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

************* ###lalalalalala###Mrs maryamah#####********

 (*(*((*(****(((((hei hei hei))*))*)*)*))**)*)*)*

 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Let it flow<<<<<<<<<<<<<
it's not must right, baby :)

 >>>>>>>>>>>>>again<<<<<<<<
This novel again

 )()()()()()()()()()Don't cha??()()()()()(()()()(()()()(

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^Gotcha^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
******#######Blurrrr#########******

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3Edenso>3>3>3>3>3>3>3>3>3>3>3>

hm.........
It's so....................
Amazing...
:D :P :V

Luph luph luph luph... more and more

Never never never never hate you never never never never never never never

...........,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,enough,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.......
..............................................very good..................................................








Ok!! The honorable adjudicator. I think enough. I close this case and see yaa, baby

#Plakzzzzzzzz *red

Frame

I Don't know why.. my friends give me a frame. Last year enda gave me a frame. Today, onlight give me a frame again. hahaha am I like photos? I think it is not much...
Let you see how the photos...

cant you see? the little one and the large one... I smile when I look both. the black and white one is the impressing frame. it look so cute and I like it. I put my large photo and endha's photo in the small size.

Now, Let go to the next .....

hahaha can you see how cute we are... ^^
Now, let you see the frame below

hm.. it's the 1st capture and look so blur...
Ok ok!! let see the next..

 haha I think it clearer than before..
That's me. who like a bee around the purple flower. and andrea hirata my lovely inside the flower. The right small box is abang edi (I don't know why my onlight apply him)
then the small one is gilang. huwm.. it made me scream "hwaaaaaaaaaaaa"
oh ya they gave it one day before my b'day. here is the card ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

well!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let open it.....
terereeeeeeng...........


 

I think you cant see what onlight said... Zoom it zoom it.......
jeglegggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!

well well well. I just wanna show you that...
Thank you my Allah..
Thank you my mom
Thank you my dad
Thank you my naughty brother
Thank you my little brother
Thank you my english teacher
Thank you my Onlight
Thank you my Eelctric

oh no no no no!!!!
I mean thank you my friends around the world...




All of you are the best for me. The best in my heart for the rest of my life. Oh My God. How so mean we are. as if that frame. I wish and hopeful we will always together in our heart. aamiin ^^

will, expecting word

No amazing
But Impressing
No sensible
But special
No incredible
But simple
No one know
But nice
No deleted
Just hidden
and will approve
in the right time

you, my love cause Allah ^^

Now, I'm speaking to my self. I don't know why I cant help my feel, recently. I cant drive it well. I try to prevent it but it's hard for me to loose him in my life. I cant let his go. I try to let it flow. but I drift and I cant drive it. Oh My God!!!! I'm fall in love :'(. is it love? I'm not sure. I confused.... T.T

He is sensible and so incredible. May be in short point of view, he is an ordinary boy. nothing special in his life. I like his unique and amazed point of view and I think it happens because we contact every day. In the end of the time at senior high school I take a lot of time with him. countless. we spend the day. Yet I know may be we'll never talk after we get our own university and our own faculty. we'll busy very much

However, may come and it doesn't flow well in my heart. I feel more comfort when I close him. I feel so much and I cant deny! Oh My God, guide me through it all. I have an ideology and I must keep it in the right place and time. I want to always thinking that love is wrong, now.

I'm sorry my honey. I'm sorry for today. I'm really sorry. I won't reply it again. I'll love you sure. Cause I believe that you'll come along and everything will change. you'll let my dien be perfect. you'll to come to me nevertheless my mom and dad forbid me. You'll show them how sure your zest to ask me. You don't want a relationship only. But you want give entire damn love for the rest of the life.In spite of  barrier will always come, you never back up. Despite the challenge never stop, love is never die. because of Allah. Just because of Allah you wish it me. You wish it would be. don't chaaa?? :D


Subhanallah... may be you're just an ordinary boy. But I want you. I wish it you. an ordinary boy who rather careless with love but have the deeper love for me just one that's me. in one time. let me tell you one time. one time right time in one nice time for me, for you, for us.

Who is you sweety? are you he? or someone better? I won't guess it now. cause my Allah will show me presently. now I'll prepare my self. just let it fow and flow solve all unwanted feel. Don't make me jealous baby cause today I won't to make you jealous. although you so far away and I don't know where are you moreover, what are you doing. I never so afraid. cause Allah just because of Allah^^

English teacher

Now, I'm smiling and say
When I was elementary student
My English teacher is Mr Tata
When I was 1st grader JHS
My English teacher is Mrs Nurmalia Fitri
When I was 2nd grader JHS
My English teacher is Mrs Ning
When I was 3rd grader JHS
My English teacher is Mr Machfudah
When I was 1st grader SHS
My English teacher is Mrs Izzi
When I was 2nd grader SHS
My English teacher is Mrs Herry Setyaningrum
And Mr Rudi Sardjito
When I was 3rd Grader SHS
I have a lot of English teachers
Mrs Tuti Fruty
Mr Sigit
And Mr Luck
When I was college
Who is my english lecture?
When I had finished my college
My Student will smile and say
Mrs Meliana is my english teacher
Aamiin ^^
Smile back, please!! ^_^

Song phobia

P****** H**i
I phobia on that song
one day I step the staircase up
suddenly,
Armada sang that song
I run so far
run out of that place
I sat down and took
a lot of unimportant picture