When I was angry

When I was angry
I take my silence
When I was angry
I take my gold
When I was angry
I keep my speechless
am I afraid?
yeah may be
for whom?
sure for my own self
but why?
Cause I don't wanna
break my heart nd  mind
When I was angry
When I speechless
I learn how to forgive

Forget for a while

Now, I know....

I'm not his princess. This ain't a fairy tale. I'm gonna find some one someday. Who actually threat me well. is it? or better than him. who is him. he is the best for me.

How God love me........

Alhamdulillah. he has forgot me. is it for a while? or may be forever?

oh... up to him. and up to Allah's destiny..

Better, fate make us so far for a while. Than we must together, but we make the large mistake.

and me? how about me? I just let it flow.keep my heart. and try to always be the best along with everything happen. I'll accept my own self as thought God creates the special one like me.

I admit my rabb. My best of the best in this world.

Who very very love me. Love him. Love you. Love all of Allah's creature

^_^

My brothers

I have a little brother
And a naughty brother.
My little brother is cute
And my naughty brother is not good
hahahahaha
their both makes me laugh when I know
I have them :)

My Pearls

My recent post is boring. I just explain a rubbish and an unimportant things. Today, SNMPTN will come the day after tomorrow. the time run so fast.

But, Oh My Allah... I wanna thank you for everything that you have given to me. I grew up in a sweet home that creates very much remember. I have an excellent father and an incredible mother. They always support me and never force me to be the best cause may be I am the best for them. They accept me what am I and how am I. They angry with me when I was angry with own fail. They teach me to accept my own self.

Mm.. in the other hand. They are very over protective with me, that's why sometime they cant believe in me. they don't let me take my dream. or may be my dream is not  the best for me.

Suddenly, I feel so grateful for their OVP. Do  you know why? Cause I have more attention than my another friend. oh ya one things that make my mom angry with me so much is when I forget my BL&D. well!! They still force me not forgetting my breakfast, lunch and dinner. How a spoiled girl!! But, their OVP makes me miss mo so much when she is not near me.

that's why, I don't like OVP boy because another it so complicated, I afraid to let my self really love him. When I let someone OVP with me, that's why I start to like him. (kacaukacaukacaukacaukacaukacaukacau)

Now, I remember when my friend's tell me that her parents angry cz their bad mark,but my mom said "ngggak papa" for my bad mark. I feel so sad cause I cant do the best and my mom said "masih banyak kesempatan"

Oh My God.........
thank you for giving me both treasure pearl in my life