my lovely pen

I hope my pen doesn't read this post

Well!! I admit my selves. My black and white self.I've fallen love.

If only I knew. If I knew it start, I would delete my pen suddenly. I wouldn't let it come in my life, in my mind and finally in my heart.

But  I break my own heart. My own self. My own mind. I won't let it go, but I must. Cause it creeps into my mind and try to touch my heart. oh what a shame!!!

I try to reject it. it's not funny at all. although my feel cant help. I always try then I crash. It so hard for me to follow your play. I cant, baby (ill). Let me accept my own love for you. And let me let you go, this second.