He is sensible and so incredible. May be in short point of view, he is an ordinary boy. nothing special in his life. I like his unique and amazed point of view and I think it happens because we contact every day. In the end of the time at senior high school I take a lot of time with him. countless. we spend the day. Yet I know may be we'll never talk after we get our own university and our own faculty. we'll busy very much
However, may come and it doesn't flow well in my heart. I feel more comfort when I close him. I feel so much and I cant deny! Oh My God, guide me through it all. I have an ideology and I must keep it in the right place and time. I want to always thinking that love is wrong, now.
I'm sorry my honey. I'm sorry for today. I'm really sorry. I won't reply it again. I'll love you sure. Cause I believe that you'll come along and everything will change. you'll let my dien be perfect. you'll to come to me nevertheless my mom and dad forbid me. You'll show them how sure your zest to ask me. You don't want a relationship only. But you want give entire damn love for the rest of the life.In spite of barrier will always come, you never back up. Despite the challenge never stop, love is never die. because of Allah. Just because of Allah you wish it me. You wish it would be. don't chaaa?? :D
Subhanallah... may be you're just an ordinary boy. But I want you. I wish it you. an ordinary boy who rather careless with love but have the deeper love for me just one that's me. in one time. let me tell you one time. one time right time in one nice time for me, for you, for us.
Who is you sweety? are you he? or someone better? I won't guess it now. cause my Allah will show me presently. now I'll prepare my self. just let it fow and flow solve all unwanted feel. Don't make me jealous baby cause today I won't to make you jealous. although you so far away and I don't know where are you moreover, what are you doing. I never so afraid. cause Allah just because of Allah^^
