if only

have lost is hurt

but I feel more when you start to explore my deepest heart.

You crept into my soul. steal my heart and break it.

If only my love was no cant help

If only you know

If only you feel

If only you go

Please!! Go now!! 

And if you are for me

Come in the right place and time

see you there, baby!!^^

De JaVu

I don't know why. Suddenly I write it on my post tittle. I think I get the same experience in the different time. Yeah!! is it De JaVu?? I think like that. Do you know why??

That time I got shiver. I feel so ill and it's the worst condition in my life. suddenly my hp rang on 5 richters vibration,,, oh no!! that so complicated. actually it only my hp told me there's an sms.

R****  yaa his name is *i****. he said everything he want like :

"I miss you"
"what are you doing"
"how are you?"

And many more. ok ok stop!!!. I think the reader begin laugh and scream "icikiwir"

finally, I answer all of his sms by five words

"I am her boy friend"

End!! he never texts me again. I am very very happy. But, it's not happily ever after.

Because the second one comes. Must I go to De JaVu?? when I create my 2nd boy friend..

hahaha that so funny. Ok!! I think I will....






Oh My God.. Don't let my love fall!!!

I hope he'll come 'thought your mom forbid me(jiah,, youvie and nuno). I hope he comes to my mom and my dad. and he ask me to be her forever love for the rest of the time.. ^^


#plakz!!!!

a sweet pearl

I like it so much..

thanks, baby
(Special for anggri frisdiyanti)

^_^

A Perfect Day

I find this letters

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwyz

I arrange them into a word
then I arrange the word
Into the sentences
Sentences by sentences
regardless the grammar
touching my heart
and let me
cry
laugh
eager
angry
boring
crazier

that's me on twitter

oh what a shame!!
what a rainy ending
given to

(read the tittle)

and feel taylor swift zone

i wanna be a cold one as if you

don't say hwekz!

let you go
and don't let you creep into my mind
take my heart
pieces by pieces

I'm not a super women
And I don't wanna be her

I'm just a girl on a mission
But I've to ready to fly

I wanna be
the best for my mom
Cause she's everything to me

I want to make she smile
look at me
around my student
and get they to be smart
allow they to be happy
learning english

I don't know why I like english
But I know why
I love her so much


cause she's
my dad's jewel
as thought
I would be my husband 's pearl
hahaha
my thinking run so far

Plak!!!!!

Love Phenomenon

love rises my spirit
love throw me down
talk about love
as if the way
having not a pole
but I know
Allah's love
here
for the rest of my life
Allah swt gives me love
and it will be forever
don't sad baby
innallaha ma'ana
Allah with you
^^

guide me

update update my blog..
I don't know what I do..
I spend my time on my blog
my twitter
and my fb
everything feel so hard
feel so empty
without you in my side
without you in my life
without you in my heart
I slowly go insane
OMG
guide me

for mom

It's my flower for my beloved mom

you're the best things in my life, mom
love you so much ^^

for you

when I fall to the ground beneath the down. I look up to the sky and see
I see you. you don't smile to me. do you forget me??

I don't know what I want. so, don't ask me. Coz I still try to figure it out. are you belong with me?  I don't know. and I don't want to know before the right place and time. but have you ever thought just may be???

when I miss every moment with you. when I loose you. and you let yours go. left me here. in the empty room. without you know. you let me down. don't u aware? my feel. your feel. our feel.

all has been a past time. you reach your future. and I stuck here. waiting for you. wait an uncertain things

I right here waiting. but I won't for the rest of my life. Lost contact with you is so hurt. But, hope you is so hopeless

Careless, speechless, all of my time had lost to think of you.

you? LET GO out f my mind. don't disturb me. don't let me down. coz I'm not your princess this ain't a fairy tell. I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well.

doraemon has been end. anggri send me an sms.  I have to forget you. for a while or forever. if you're my heart owner. let you come at right place and time to make my dien perfect




coz I'll love you because of our majesty God




cheers
yours

10 step goes to hurt

1st I know his name
I said "ihh"
2nd
I knew him
and I knew her
but I didn't feel so hard
3rd 
he knew me
and we each know
4th
we had remember
so much
arranged time by time
5th
I don't know why
5th
I left him
7th
he left me
8th
I wonder why
9th
I wonder how
10th
I lost him
I miss him
and I hurt

electric's galery

EFIEWYFKHSDKJFHBUYDRFGSXHJKZLSDCFGHJK VBNHDCHNXMCFGHJKL BNMCVGH QWERTUO[DFGHJKLXCVBNMDFGHJFGHJKFGJFGHVBN FGHFGH


Ya!! that's the best description for art practical examination in my sch especially el.in ev.

AMAZING!!!
EXCELLENT!!
COOL!!
AND ETC!!

LET YOU SEE!!

mercyful

that's my God
who gives me the best time
every time
who gives me the best place
everywhere
who gives me the best one on physic
Mr. bambz ^^
Mr. Didik
and etc...

my best mozaick

To the point!!
I wanna tell u about my class recent 2 years...

startly...
I would like to tell you about my friends. she is my classmate for about 2 years. I keen on her and suddenly I want to write about her here.

Her name is Winda Dwi Astuti. You can call her Ciwind (I don't know how everyone give her ci, in front of wind)

She's the most impressing El.In.Ev Class leader in my point of view
Next year I'll miss her voice "temen-temen ini mau gimana?"



then...

She is nopiah. Our great treasure. I'll miss her when she scream "bayar!" :D
peace, noph!^^

hm..
actually, I quite interest in cindy(hat used). she's electric girl football lover like ifah. I don't know how she likes  arsenal so much. she also likes barca

next!!
he is mancunian that I know in el.in.ev, abang edi. I also mancunian but I'm not fanatic. oh ya Ifah also like MU and doesn't like barca. his exclusive voice "1 2 3  ok!"

and then...
and he's game lover very much, saru(sasa rubes) piss!^^

hoamz....fortunately, I want to write everyone on el.inev, but I'm very dizzy, this night. if only I could...
However, let you know that  


El.In.Ev (Electric In Everest) is the best mozaick in my heart



it's electric completely

oh ya from the pict above, u can see ander. accidentally we have the similar b'day.





-the end

my journey on NE

I have a dream..
it's not a song to sing.
April 16th 2012 has gone
oh...
everything talkless
coz I confused what I say
but,
as I know
indonesian
look at future brightly!!
english
be optimized
mafia(math,phy,che)
hoping magical
and biology
hwiiy
Ya Allah
wish me luck
best luck!^^
insya allah

L*ve

love is the nice gift
it creeps into our heart
it creates our strength
it builds our feeling
it forms our dream
Love is one of the best mozaick
which is given by God
but why?
it cant help
T.T
Oh my God
I'm fall in love
Guide me through it all
and take it on the right
place n time

Onlight

dear my blog..
Fortunately, I want to tell you about my journey on National examination april 16th-19th, 2012
but, I more interest in ONLIGHT (Only Eight)

Firstly, it has no name onlight. It just a uniting of eight student which consist of :

• Me_ Meliana Moga Yufita
• Dheul_Idza Nudia Linusky
• Ipeh_Fatikhat Nur Latifah
• Eng(Arman)_Anggri Frisdiyanti
• Tayul_Ayu Putri Solekhah
• Mbak War_Rahmanitya Rumaisa Samarani
• Dumbreng_Dhomas Setia Pramudhita
• Jupe_Rizka Pangestika Imaniar 

We are uniting accidentally, because on chemistry lab that time our table is closed and too closed. So, we almost chat every time and everything. Not everywhere.

One day, you can call Ai. The most prestigious oh no the most hazardous eh no  no. the most terrible and dangerous one on electric in everest (XII Sc. 3) come in our community. oh what a hell!! She is unwanted one. To throw in the right place Mbak War make a bridge. She created

tereroreng...............
Ang edits our photos.so, we have the similar profile picture,,, like this >>>>>>>

Now, let me tell u one by one onlight legion

Meliana Moga Yufita

she is a very talkative girl(Admitting self). she don't like everyone who call her ****. she likes english so much and her favorite teacher is mrs Tuti Fruti. she also likes indonesian and javanese. but she don't know why she rather like chinese. and also she likes laskar pelangi very very much. or you can spell it the rainbow troops, the dreamer, edensor, maryamah karpov and dwilogi cinta dalam gelas(plaked). oh ya she like writings, taylor swifty (Happy Song Only),  maher zain. she also like blogging, even thought, she is the owner of this blog.

and do u know who is her boy friend? Andrea Hirata's child who 17th  (is he there?) allahua'lam

Anggri Frisdiyanti

 I had engaged with her on fb. She is my sweety pie (jiah,,,). She looks like arman(Her hair) but if you tell something with her. It makes you feel so comfort.
Oh ya her some home is closest of school. So, usually we go to her home. And do you know? Her love is As'ped.. akakakakz no! no! no! she likes jirayu so much. And also she likes a thai film "A little thing called love" she melting on ped. So, she will very happy if I call her ERN grii... :D

Rahmanitya Rumaisa Samarani

She is math girl. I think she likes math but she is a good motivator. She has the good feel on music. she also like maher Zain and she is the best one on pump it up. And Also she will be a great dr. aamiin Ya Allah. If you lost your spirit. just call her. Get her anger and You'll ok. If you want to talk about blogging, reading, or writing and something terrible in music especially indonesian idol. Don't call her! :D
piss mbaa

Fatikhat Nur Latifah

She will be a dentist.aamiin. She likes biology and she is very fanatic on islam. She's very beautiful girl. She likes taylor swift and polytic. I almost ask her about math and physic. She's a good on it.. And I like her point of view in everything. She almost success making me like taylor swift's song. Congratulation,fah!^^


 Idza Nudia Linusky

 She's the clever girl. Oh no! She's the smart girl. She's not talkative at all. But, she is always amazed everyone by her mark. And one things that makes her so panic and talk loudly is "The dirt of her answer sheet when she did NE". o ya  I've told you before. As we know I like her when she was angry with me. May be I'll miss her when she is angry with me.(Jleb)...Oh no!! That's all justkiding, baby. oh ya I'll  correct my mistake on my post before. Her favorite lesson is not biology.

Dhomas Setia Pramudhita

 She always number one in the class (Ciah). And she is the cutest one in onlight(i hope you are happy, dhomas). I think she doesn't like Pump it up but she likes sponge bob oh no! spongebob is mba warni's. She likes snoopy so much muah muah....And if you come to her home don't forget to to prepare your energy to swim at owabong. wkwkw


Rizka Pangestika Imaniar

She likes Avenged sevenfold so much. And she also makes me like dear God. She wanna be a dr, too (aamiin) and I like her picture so much. She has the good art soul and cooking. wew! she is multitalented  girl. Oh ya I don't know how all of one call her "jupe" oh no they also forget why...

So, I wanna call you "Rizka" it's the clear name. the good name that's given by your parents.^^

eh remember me if i call u jupe again. hehehe

Ayu Putri Solekhah

She is sensitive girl. But it makes her easy touching and really really understand environs although sometime it's over and makes everyone ill feel. But sure I'll miss her. I'll miss her when she was crying in the hall school. Everyone call her "Cried Girl" without they understand I cry many times than her. hahaha no matter. peace, baby. love you muach muach. :) :*


That's just a little story about my best friends at SHS. Thank you Allah.. You Give me the best friends like them. we carved unforgetable memory. we learn the meaning of friendship. and I hope our friendship is there ever after,,,,,,,

cheers


author
^_^

my journey

When I was 7th

I said..
I have been an elementary school student
Why I cant...?

When I was 14th

I said
I have been a junior high school student
Why I cant..?

and today..
when I was 17th

I said
I still an ordinary senior high school student..
Why I should.....??

Overprotective

"hoam!!!" how time, now??? I look for the best template for my blog. googling and searching. But I think it's the best. just like that.  It's not your business at all. that's why... I feel so comfort when I closed u.

 Hoi mel!!! what do you do on your blog?? will you make a snotty written?

Oh No! Once again.. #Eh A7x wait up.I want to ask your signature!!
hm.. They have gone... T.T
how a pity am I...

It's my imagination world.
when I feel so down... break and fall beneath the down. that's when I hungry and sleepy. I have a bad concentration in that condition and also during NE night at april 17th 2012 terrible butterfly into kost buah. let me tell you

"Lupi saw a butterfly was overlapped by a fantofel shoe. I saved it. but it came into my face. it attacked me!automatically, I stroke it with the broom. and It attack again and again. 'till I run into Lupi's bedroom and locked the door.  how anger am I. the snotty butterfly as if the coconut forgets its skin. (Indonesian Proverb).
and do u know what lupi did?
she laughed to me and express her feel on fb like this >>>

neverthless,,,,,,finally, It made us scare for the rest of  the night. I can say nothing to describe how terrible night with the very very overprotective butterfly.

Eventually..............................................................

As thought mas endar said "you don't know what it want and it doesn't doesn't what u do. si, i just misscommunication"


#gubrak!!!" Go home!!

A little letter for idza

today!!! I late come to school..
It happened because of my new habit " Doing dhuha pray at kost buah". I didn't get the right table. it's nothing really matter because today is idza's favorite lesson when she was XI grade student. do u know what lesson?  Sure!! It's biology Mr agus at 1st.

I sat down on the most end table. can u imagine how sleepy am I??
ok!! yet the supported condition I chat with my friends, the cutest friend, Dhomas!!!! she said that today is.......
and tomorrow just a mystery oh yeah,, but that's ok!^^ I sang taylor swift song "a place in this world"
eh!! I almost make the twist.

Oh ya?? Who is idza?
If you want to know her you can read my post before (http://melikaanatlillah.blogspot.com/2012/03/best-day.html) or call her on 085xxxxxxxxxx hehehe
ok!! now what I say? check it out!!
 
I want to say that she's beautiful. oh ya? ah no! no! no! no!
She has an inner beauty. oh no!!!!
more than that's all..
she's one of the most sharp and mean girl in onlight(onl eight_meli,rani,idza,ayu,ifah,anggri,jupe.dhomaz) especially and in electric(XII sc 3) generally. But don't forget!! and don't worry!! she still lost by Mr Agus. the most vicious one in smansa ganesha. hahaha
Sorry dza. I don't want to congrat's u directly because
I feel trembled.
I feel nervous
I feel confused
And I cant imagine how's my expression
So I say here
May be 
I'm not the first
I'm not the last
I'm not kyu hyun(your idol) who say it nicely
But I just some one who try to be your good friends
to say...
yaaa... I know,,
U have known what I would say
you're right..

that's

0(0(0(HAPPY B'DAY IDZA NUDIA LINUSKY)0)0)0

wish u all the best for all the rest the time..

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
Oooooh
And there’s a couple of words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Until the end of my time
I`ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I
I`ll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of U
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife & my friend & my strength
And I pray we`re together in Jannah
Finally now I’ve found myself, I feel so strong
I guess everything was changed when you came along
Oooooh
And there’s a couple of words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Until the end of my time
I`ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I
I`ll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart
& now that you`re here
In front of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I sing it loud that I will love U eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Until the end of my time
I`ll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I
I`ll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart

ahihihi I call maher Zain to sing that song for u..
Uhibbuka fillah.. uhibbuka jiddan
 I love u because of Allah. I love u so much
syukran fo reading my post!^^

TM ( Train Mot) best day again!!^^

Oh My God..
I don't know how...
every day is the best day for me
thank you
thank you very much...
thank you for your so much love
for me
for everyone in my side
for the time that You're given to me
for everything to me
and You
You're everything to me......

Let's go to the point  >>>
enter

Mrs dyah said "we have to know and identify our own self. our own soul. With it we can know what we want and reach it"

we can be a tooth paste. it's  spicy, it's not delicious very much but as if the colloid angel it cleans out teeth

we can be a dancer. she dances and follow  the music escort

and the most important we must be our own self motivation!!!!

well well well. that's why (I don't know why. I like write that's why) that's why we have to arrange our own life. life is a journey. as if the water. it flows. it flows from high place to low place. it signed that the ore one must share to the less one. the water.....flow......flow and still flow 'till orifice to the sea. the end of the  journey.

hoi hoi !!!! can u see?? there's the grasses, trees, the very very little the bird, the stones and nature landscape around the flown water..how a nice the life. so now, how is your stones, your trees, your grasses even your nature language!!! let's find it!! figure it out by a bend called " my plus minu. divide in six parts. give the end of the past a short line or else and write down your black and white side on your soul include : Physic, interest and trace,hobby,personality,ability,and your skil..here is indonesian version

after determine your aim. now practice your focus power. give the circle from the little to large!! it's me!!

hahaha it is even far from enough... KEEP FIGHT MEL!!!

 O ya ... would you like to see my face when this activity is walking??
 it's my morning face......

hm.. It's not clear so much.... I think it is not too important..
:P

and I almost forget.. in the afternoon, my mom, both my brothers my dad and I having family dinner in nony restaurant.. suddenly they came and brought me out of kost buah... hwaaa really really alhamdulillah :) :) :)

GET UP!!! Look for o on F*cus

if I say hai..

please say hello...

If I say hello...

please say hai...

if I say selamat pagi... 

you have to answer siap belajar

 if I say selamat siang

you have to answer kerja keras

if I say selamat sore

you have to answer siap pulang

if I say selamat malam

you have to answer enak tenan!!

 Let star!!!

focus!!

more focus!!

more and more!

admit the time well!

good!!

like that...

always..

and always

very good!!

excellent!!

Forget everything complicated @#$%^&%#@#$%^&^%$#@!!@#$%^&*

PROBLEM

open the new page

face NE well!!!