07 July 2013

whether your 'side' or mine??

I try to open.. 
I try to wait.. 
I go back the past time.. 
I've gone with the wind.. 
Flow with them.. 
But I just waiting for a long long time 
I try to put it back into it place 
but absolutely 
it have been strong here 
and I don't wanna force it 
It's the nice story when I was ten grade foolish girl, but today I cant avoid my tears when I remember it.. 
This is looking like a contest.. 
But the bottom of my heart say better you're on my side 
'tough it's impossible.. You've found someone the best for you and it isn't me 
Oke! I don't wanna force it! Sorry! I don't wanna get it! 
I just the naive girl 
I just the full of mission girl 
I just a fanatic and idealism girl 
but I don't wanna cant stand without it 
I must find wings 
focus in my learn 
until now, 
I ready to fly 
don't worry to say fortunately.. 
Don't worry with me 
I let you far away 
and 
I let you held your wish.. 
Your happines.. 
Without me in your side

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